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Iām back in sunny Alberta and feeling oh so happy after waking up in my own comfy bed! After three long weeks away, there's nothing like the comfort of home. Iām thrilled to be back in my own space, sipping my beloved MUD\WTR (which I sadly forgot to pack š±š), and whipping up some delicious food for myself.
Traveling was a bit of an ordealādelays and an unexpected red-eye flight left me exhausted. I didnāt get much sleep on the plane, but Iām here now, easing back into my routine.
Yesterday, I landed just after 4am, took a cab home, unpacked, started laundry, and ventured out for a bagel and hashbrowns from the nearby McDonaldās since nothing else was open. My apartment was empty of food, and I hadnāt eaten in about 12 hours. I also washed my dusty car, then forgetting how bright it gets in Alberta at 5am, wondered why the grocery stores were still closed. It was quite the morning!
After a much-needed nap, I finally got groceries and felt like a different person. This trip marked the first time I returned to Edmonton with my own home waiting for meānot just visiting, but truly coming home. After three weeks away, the cityās energy feels different, less overwhelming and more inviting. Maybe my recent trip to Toronto for a concert shifted my perspective.
I want to be honest with you all. This move has been incredibly challenging, stretching me to my limits. My nervous system is on high alert, and Iām using every tool I have to support myself through this transition. Iāve had moments of disappointment, feeling like I overestimated my ability to succeed here quickly. It's been slow going, with unexpected expenses and a steep learning curve.
As always, Iām tuning into my intuition to let it and my heart lead me. Itās a learning curve to stay out of my head, but Iām committed to rebuilding my business in a way that supports me thriving, not killing myself over the little things that I think I shouldĀ do and perpetually burning myself out. Itās time to get clearer on myself, my messaging, and who Iām here to serve. Hereās whatās next on the docket for me:
1ļøā£ Finding Balance:Ā First up, I'm looking for a job to alleviate some financial stress, putting my business on the back burner while I rebuild it slowly. This will allow me to focus on what truly lights me up without burning out.
2ļøā£ Making a Home:Ā My apartment still feels like an Airbnb. I have plans to make it feel more like home, but it will take time, especially with more boxes arriving from Ontario soon. Itās a process, and Iām okay with that.
3ļøā£ Building Community:Ā Iām grateful for the support I have in Stratford, but I know building a community here in Edmonton will take time and effort. Iām committed to finding my people and creating connections. Not only am I rebuilding my business from scratch, but my community also.Ā
4ļøā£ Sharing My Story:Ā Iām planning to start a YouTube channel and or podcast, even though it scares me. This idea keeps popping up for me, and itās something that kind of terrifies me, which tells me there is something here for me. So Iām telling you now, Iām going to do it, even though it scares me. Just like this move. The more Iām afraid to do something, the more I know I need to do it. So by telling yaāll, Iām holding myself accountable, because Iām not one for empty words and when I say something, I mean it!
Sharing my journey and inviting others to share their stories will help us all feel more connected and remind us that the universe works in mysterious ways. Iām a little in my head about what Iām going to talk about, Iāll be sharing more of my story, my past, how I got to be where I am today, but I donāt want it to be all about me, and I no longer have a crystal store to hide behind.
When I was home in Ontario, getting tattoos with my bestie, her tattoo artist shared a beautiful story that reminded me there are no coincidences. Over the years, Iāve witnessed countless incredible stories of incredible synchronicity, and I want to invite you to share yours with me if you'd like! Letās remind each other that thereās more to life than we often realize.
Iām open for suggestions in terms of other content youād like to see!
More personal stories, how to work with crystals, transforming your energy or changing your life tips and tricks? Dare I mention dating adventures and stories after 3.5 years of celibacy and focusing on myself? Let me know what you want to know!
If you have an interesting story or content suggestions, please let me know.
Iād love to hear your ideas for a YouTube or podcast name too!
Iāve been through several major life changes in less than a year, and it looks like the journey isnāt close to over yet. š
Thanks so for reading and for being here. If thereās anything I can do to support you on your journey, donāt hesitate to reach out!
Sending so much love and support,
xoxo Desiree
PS. I'm still fundraising for the Walk For Down Syndrome that I'm participating in with my family in honour of my nephew Will on June 9th! I'm excited for this event, and feel it will only be the first of many! Will is a BIG part of the reason I packed my bags, sold the shop and moved here to Edmonton. His little soul was calling me out here before he had even been born.
All proceeds go towards The Edmonton Down Syndrome Society. If you'd like to donate we would all be so truly grateful! You can do so here:
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